January 2010
helpless pain of a tortured soul.
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with the night coming to an end
i want to let free of the lies, the deceit, the foolishness, the deception, and the senselessness, behavior i have yet shown to everyone.
i suppose
it’s good that we’re talking. but on a level where i want to pull my hair out. i suppose it’s good to know you still care. but i can never put my trust in you. i suppose it’s all going to end a lie again. because i can never put my heart ahead of me.
i'm gunna be like everyone else (haha) soo,... →
so most of my night consisted
of watching alice in wonderland and peter pan. sometimes i question my age, my sanity, my heart. whathaveibecome?...
sometimes i just wonder
if you ever wanted to be part of my life.
bliss of the unknown happiness.
10:48.
nothing is ever made clear in the eyes of deceitful people.
we ran so far to get
no where. whatsoever.
i don't feel like
myself anymore. 9:30 pm.
january 14.
weeeell it’s been a while… long time actually. 2010, a new year, old me. same games. nothing feels different really, or i’m just so used to change, i never see it in myself. an old forced habit. who knows? i thought i knew what love is. it seemed to be close to me. but i guess all those things we seem to fantasize about is…bullcrap really. it seemed as if love could be the...
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truthfully
honestly, what do i write about? you seem to be indecisive. why thank you. you’re so sweet. i know i am. stop arguing with yourself. it seems as if my only friend is myself. yet i’m my own worst enemy. aren’t we all? well…you have a point there. please, don’t think i’m crazy, even if you already have that idea. i just talk to myself… sarcasm? you...
